K.Will - Lay back lyric

Lay back nan geudael hechiji anhayo
Lay back nan dwiro mulleoseo geudael bolgeyo
Say you love me baby hug me
Oh tell me i’m the only one woo~

Jul su isseul mankeumman sarangeul jwoyo
Jul su isseul mankeumman gippeumeul jwoyo
Neomu gwahajido anke
Budamjuji anheulge
Lay back lay back lay back
Neoui geurimja doeeo neul gyeote isseulge
Neon nae yeope ttak buteo
Nuga bwado bureopge
Kkumsogeseodo nan neoman geuryeo
Ireon nae mam neon aneunji
Lay back lay back cheoncheonhi georeo
Lay back lay back neomeojiji malgo
Lay back lay back oh oh oh oh
Lay back lay back (say you love me baby)

Cause i’m falling in love
Geudael almyeon alsurok deo gunggeumhae
Nune anboimyeon
Museun il inneun geon anilkka geokjeongdwae

Jul su isseul mankeumman sarangeul jwoyo
Jul su isseul mankeumman gippeumeul jwoyo
Neomu gwahajido anke
Budamjuji anheulge
Lay back lay back lay back

Neoui geurimja doeeo neul gyeote isseulge
Neon nae yeope ttak buteo
Nuga bwado bureopge
Kkumsogeseodo nan neoman geuryeo
Ireon nae mam neon aneunji
Lay back lay back cheoncheonhi georeo
Lay back lay back neomeojiji malgo
Lay back lay back oh oh oh oh
Lay back lay back (say you love me baby)
Jal garan insareul seoro geonnego
Aswiwo jabeun du soneul butjapgo
Ttak obun man aju jamsiman
Yeope isseojullae, I bami kkeutnagi jeonkkajiman

Neoui geurimja doeeo neul gyeote isseulge
Neon nae yeope ttak buteo
Nuga bwado bureopge
Kkumsogeseodo nan neoman geuryeo
Ireon nae mam neon aneunji

Lay back lay back cheoncheonhi georeo
Lay back lay back neomeojiji malgo
Lay back lay back oh oh oh oh
Lay back lay back (say you love me baby)

K.Will - Lay Back English Lyrics

Lay back, I won’t hurt you

Lay back, I’ll get back and watch you

Say you love me Baby hug me

Oh tell me I’m the only one woo~

Give me your love as much as you can give

Give me your joy as much as you can give

Not too much, I won’t pressure you

Lay back, Lay back, Lay back

I will become your shadow and always be by your side

Just stick to me so that anyone can look and be jealous

Even in my dreams, I only draw you out

Do you know my heart?

Lay back Lay back, walk slowly

Lay back Lay back, don’t fall

Lay back Lay back oh oh oh oh

Lay back Lay back (Say you love me baby)

Cause I’m falling in love

The more I get to know you, the more curious I get

If I don’t see you

I worry if something happened to you

Give me your love as much as you can give

Give me your joy as much as you can give

Not too much, I won’t pressure you

Lay back, lay back, lay back

I will become your shadow and always be by your side

Just stick to me so that anyone can look and be jealous

Even in my dreams, I only draw you out

Do you know my heart?

Lay back Lay back, walk slowly

Lay back Lay back, don’t fall

Lay back Lay back oh oh oh oh

Lay back Lay back (Say you love me baby)

After we say our goodbyes

I get so sad that I hold your hands

And ask for you to be next to me for five minutes

Just until this night is over

I will become your shadow and always be by your side

Just stick to me so that anyone can look and be jealous

Even in my dreams, I only draw you out

Do you know my heart?

Lay back Lay back, walk slowly

Lay back Lay back, don’t fall

Lay back Lay back oh oh oh oh

Lay back Lay back (Say you love me baby)

The Blessing Ch. 05 Full of lies

I look up to the clear blue sky

So beautiful. 

I feel the wind blows through my skin

So nice.

I take a deep breath and start thinking

I want be a honest person in the world (at least to my surrounding)

But, the more i stated i want to be a honest person the more i can count the lies came out on my lips

So stupid.

I remember the quotes "do the right things than the easy one", and i want to be that one

But, i realize, i did more easier things rather than the right things

So disgusting.

So many things came out in one deep  breath.

Things like "I hate the world", "I hate being a human", "I hate to be born"

All is lies.

being a good girl, 

being a good daughter

being a good sister

being a good friend

I hate it all.

All inside me, i hate it all

Even i hate the hate feeling itself

I don't know anymore.

The beautiful world that God create, why i'm in there?

Why God even create things called "human"?

Why He let the first human broke His heart?

Why He is so kind, full of mercy and love?

Why i'm here asking that why to Thou who has all the mighty?

This world to me is full of lies

Beautiful blue sky, scary dark night

Good yet bad human

Can't tell the truth

I don't know anymore

The world full of lies, yes i hate it, but i'm in it.

Fline,

12/02/2015

Kill Me, Heal Me

Recently, i watch this new Korean drama. I really like the story. If im not wrong, it is inspired from "Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde", its about D.I.D. I've searched some information about D.I.D. Very interesting. I'm thinking "what will happen if i have D.I.D personality?" (weird right?)

PLOT
A traumatic childhood experience causes third-generation chaebol Cha Do-hyun to have memory lapses, and his personality fractures into seven different identities. He tries to regain control over his life and is treated secretly by Oh Ri-jin, a first-year Psychiatry resident, who eventually falls in love with one of his personalities

MAIN CHARACTERS

• Ji Sung as Cha Do-hyun

A wealthy businessman who suffers from dissociative identity disorder (D.I.D). Because of childhood trauma, he has six other identities: Shin Se-gi (a bad guy and playboy), Perry Park (40 years-old man and bomb expert), Ahn Yo-sub (suicidal, intelligent teenage boy and artist), Ahn Yo-na (an extrovert and sassy teen girl who has a love for idols), Nana (7 years-old girl who loves teddy bears), and Mysterious X (a mysterious guy).

• Hwang Jung-eum as Oh Ri-jin (Origin)

A first-year psychiatry resident who tries hard to maintain her seemingly perfect image to cover for her real personality. At first glance she looks elegant and genteel, but she is actually messy and short-tempered. Ri-jin secretly treats Do-hyun then falls in love with one of his personalities. Later it is revealed that she is not Ri-on's biological twin sister and have met with Do-hyun when they were young.

• Park Seo-joon as Oh Ri-on (Orion)

He is Ri-jin's twin brother. Ri-on often gets mistaken for a goofy simpleton, but he is actually a famous mystery novelist under the pseudonym Omega who investigates about Seung Jin Family. He hides the fact that Ri-jin is not his biological twin sister and is protective of her. He also secretly harbors feeling for her.

• Oh Min-seok as Cha Ki-joon

He is Do-hyun's confident and competent cousin who runs an entertainment company. Ki-joon and Do-hyun are rivals, with both competing to inherit their family's company.

• Kim Yoo-ri as Han Chae-yeon

She is Do-hyun's first love and Ki-joon's fiancé, a cold and prideful woman who may or may not have something to do with his disorder.

source: wikipedia

My favorite song recently...

Ost. kill me heal me - JANG JAE IN (FEAT. NASHOW) – AUDITORY HALLUCINATION (환청)

There are so many hidden things inside of me
It made me change so much
It put me to sleep, it tied my hands and feet
It trapped me in a dark room
The pieces of lost time
The memories of love that I threw away
They have been deleted and thrown away
Only the outer shells remain
Without knowing anything, I just shouted
I just have that memory
My heart that was cold as ice
It will be forgotten after I sleep
I want to escape from this pain that chains me down
Someone wake me up
From my soul that is filled with scars

The deeply colored night sky
Is filled with you, who won’t leave
It wakes me from my sleep
Kissing me again

Your voice that whispered I love you
Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day
Where are you?

You’re hidden in a place where I can’t see you
The pain you received for me
When my anger becomes one
I’ll chase the lost memories from the deep sleep
I want to find the real me that is not you
But the bruises in my heart are too big
I try hiding it but they hide in my heart and wake me up
I met you on the other side of my horrible memories
You embraced even my lost feelings
Helping me get up from being broken
I’m trying not to let go of your hands
I’m trying to erase the nightmares
I’m trying so hard
In this place where I trapped myself

I want to roll up the darkness
And find you
Though I can’t touch you
Or be held by you

What controls me
Isn’t what lives in me
What can heal me isn’t strong medicine
It’s just love
The voice I hear in my ears
Wakes me up from being lost
After it wraps around me and kisses me
It disappears and I can’t see it anymore

The deeply colored night sky
Is filled with you, who won’t leave
It wakes me from my sleep
Kissing me again

Your voice that whispered I love you
Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day
Where are you?

In the night sky that I can’t touch
I see you turning back
Making me escape from the exhausted days
Making it into a picture

I’m sorry, I say as I hold onto you
Don’t go far away, I call out to you
In the sadness that I can’t ever see again
Tears fall again

Here i put the trailer of the drama:

And this is the first episode, the rest you can find it at youtube or drama online site :)

Enjoy watching...

The Blessing Ch. 04 New Life?

It's been a while..

How are you? I've been fine.

I don't want to live in the past again. I should step forward, right?

So, i decide to not brings up any pain from the past.

I used to pitied my self.

But not anymore...

I'm tired.

Now, I'm trying to closed the door of the past.

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Dear,

Hi,  it's been a while.
How are you? U know, i found a job. I don't know it suit me or not, but i'll try. I have a good feeling about my boss. He is kind (i think). But, i still not sure, am i suppose to be here (in this company)?
I'll start working next week, i hope i do well. This is my first step to reach my goal, "better future".

I write you this message is because honestly i don't know what to do. Beside working, what should i do next? I'm entering my new life phase. I'm more independent now. But, i still not sure what should i do? I even don't know my passion. Can you give me a clue?

I know that was so random. U surely confuse right now.
Let's say I just bragging about my new job haha... (just kidding)

Well, I'll send you another message later.

See you soon.


Regards,

Feline
xilefeline@yahoo.com



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There is so many thing that human don't understand.

Me too, i don't understand whats happen.

But i realize i don't need to understand.

I just need to let it go.

and

I must live well

So

I can become a Human