PART 1
1. Love is like a snow - kim junsu
2. Lonely
3. Bueno Hombre
4. Blue Moon
5. Late Autumn
PART 2
1. Nice Woman
PART 3
1. Good Person - Cho Eun
V.A. PART 1
1. Love is like a Snow - Kim Junsu
2. Nice Woman - Lee Soo Young
3. Good Person - Cho Eun
4. Lonely
5. Jae Hee & Ma Roo (With Empty Heart Change)
6. Bueno Hombre
7. Waltz In Sorrow
8. Eun Gi & Ma Roo (With Late Autumn)
9. Melancholy
10. Blue Moon
11. Eun Gi (With Magnolia)
12. Late Autumn
13. Empty heart
14. Broken Heart
15. Water Lily
16. Magnolia
PART 4
1. Really - Song Joong Ki
V.A PART 2
1. Really - Song Joong Ki
2. Only Wanted You - Son Ho Young
3. I Love You - Yoon Bit Na Ra
4. Change
5. Here to Stay
6. Complicacion
7. Waltz in Sorrow Guitar
8. Beuatiful Love
9. Nobody Sees Me
10. Despedida
11. Laberinto
12. Lonely Street
13. Colision De Frente
14. Before Winter Comes
Friday, December 28, 2012
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Full House Take 2 Soundtrack List
Soundtrack List
Part 1
01. Love Note - Ailee
Part 2
01. My Love - Monday Kiz
02. Baby Cry - TAP
03. Hello Miss - A-Treez
Part 3
01. TOUCH - No Min Woo & Park Ki Woong (TAKE ONE)
02. Sad Touch - No Min Woo
03. Baby Why - Park Ki Woong
04. Hello Hello - No Min Woo & Lee Seung Hyo (TAKE TWO)
V.A.
01. Love Note - Ailee
02. My Love - Monday Kiz
03. TOUCH - No Min Woo & Park Ki Woong (TAKE ONE)
04. Baby Why - Park Ki Woong
05. Hello Miss - A-Treez
06. Baby Cry - TAP
07. Sad Touch - No Min Woo
08. Hello Hello - No Min Woo & Lee Seung Hyo (TAKE TWO)
09. Reggae House
10. 3rd Street
11. Show Me The Money
12. Moni Step
13. Show! Show!
14. Moni Lonely Day
15. Lonely Light
16. Just Like
17. Cityhunter Blues
18. Oh! My Mistake
Full House Take 2
- Title: 풀하우스TAKE2 / Poolhawooseu Teikeu 2
- Japanese title: フルハウスTAKE2 / Furuhausu Teiku 2
- Also known as: Full House Take 2
- Genre: Romance, comedy
- Episodes: 16 (32 parts)
- Broadcast network: SBS Plus
- Broadcast period: 2012-Oct-22 to 2012-Dec-13
- Air time: Monday to Thursday 12:30 (one part each day, two episodes a week)
- Related TV shows: Full House (KBS2, 2004)
| Full House Take 2 | |
|---|---|
| Genre | Romance, Comedy |
| Format | Television series |
| Written by | Park Young-sook |
| Directed by |
Kim Jin-young
Nam Ki-hoon
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| Starring | Park Ki-woong |
| Country of origin | South Korea |
| Language(s) | Korean |
| No. of episodes | 16, divided into two parts |
| Production | |
| Location(s) | Korea |
| Running time | |
| Productioncompany(s) |
Kim Jong-hak Productions
Digital Khan
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| Broadcast | |
| Original channel | |
| Original airing |
SBS Plus: 22 October 2012(running)[1]
TBS: 5 October 2012 - 22 October 2012
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Synopsis
This series pivots around a hapkido teacher Jang Man-ok (Hwang Jung Eum) becoming a stylist of top idol group TAKE ONE, composed of the perfectionist Lee Tae Ik (No Min Woo) and a free yet kind guy named Won Kang Hwi (Park Ki Woong) and getting into a romantic relationship with them. Tae Ik became an idol in order to gain back the house "Full House" where he had lived with his late parents. Can Tae Ik regain "Full House"? And what about these three's future in love...?
[source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Full_House_Take_2 ]
Plot
When Man-Ok and Tae-Ik were children, they first met at a party held by Tae-Ik's parents.
Man-Ok (Hwang Jung-Eum) is now a martial arts instructor at her grandfather's institute. Yet, Man-Ok is interested in fashion and without her grandfather knowing runs an internet shopping site. One day when her grandfather goes abroad, Man-Ok displays her clothes and accessories at her grandfather's martial arts institute. She ends up selling a lot of her stock.
Meanwhile, Tae-Ik (No Min-Woo) and Gang-Whee (Park Gi-Woong) are members of "Take 1," a popular boy group duo. They act close in front of the camera, but off camera they can't stand each other. "Take 1" then goes to China for a concert. At their hotel, the duo have a physical confrontation over their onstage wardrobe. Gang-Whee is furious and leaves the hotel. Their concert is quickly approaching, but nobody can find Gang-Whee. Tae-Ik then decides to go on stage alone. While performing he feels something going wrong. It turns out, Geng-Whee is allergic to a particular type of fabric and he is about to collapse on stage. At this moment, Gang-Whee suddenly comes on stage and saves the moment.
After their concert, Tae-Ik becomes furious at his stylist and, in response, his stylist quits. Back in Korea, Gang-Whee goes out in disguise, but his fans recognize him and surrounds him. Man-Ok, who happens to be there, saves Gang-Whee. Gang-Whee promises to meet her again and buy her a meal. On the way back to her grandfather's institute, Man-Ok's motorcycle is stopped by a man. She is surprised to see that the guy is "Take 1" member Tae-Ik. They don't realize that they knew each other when they were children.
[source: http://asianwiki.com/Full_House_Take_2]
Cast
- Hwang Jung Eum as Jang Man Ok / Michelle Jang
- Noh Jung Ui as child Man Ok / Jang Michelle
- No Min Woo as Lee Tae Ik
- Oh Jae Moo as teen Tae Ik
- Ahn Do Gyu as child Tae Ik
- Park Ki Woong as Won Kang Hwi
- Jung Yoon Suk as child Kang Hwi
- Yoo Seol Ah as Jin Se Ryung
PICTURE
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| Park Ki Woong |
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| No Min Woo |
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| Hwang Jung Eum |
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| Yoo Seol Ah |
SOURCE
The Innocent Man / Nice Guy / The Nice Guy Never Seen Anywhere in The World
- TV Show: The Innocent Man (English title) / The Nice Guy Never Seen Anywhere In The World (literal title)
- Revised romanization: Sesang Eodiedo Eobneun Chakhan Namja
- Hangul: 세상 어디에도 없는 착한남자
- Director: Kim Jin-Won
- Writer: Lee Kyeong-Hee
- Network: KBS2
- Episodes: 20
- Release Date: September 12 - November 15, 2012
- Genre: Melodrama
- Language: Korean
- Country: South Korea
Synopsis:
A classic melodrama involving betrayal, revenge, and romance. The story is about Kang Ma Roo (Song Joong Ki), who gave up everything for the woman (Park Si Yeon) he loves only to be betrayed by her. To get revenge on his ex-girlfriend, he uses her step-daughter and successor to Taesang Group, Seo Eun Gi (Moon Chae Won). Unfortunately, she suffers brain damage and loss of memory after a car accident, and now Kang Ma Roo works to fix everything that went awry because of his blind sighted revenge and ends up fally in love with Seo Eun Gi.
Cast
- Song Joong Ki as Kang Ma Roo (30)
- Kang Chan Hee (강찬희) as young Ma Roo
- Moon Chae Won as Seo Eun Gi (29)
- Park Si Yeon as Han Jae Hee (35)
- Park So Young (박소영) as young Jae Hee
- People around Ma Roo
- Lee Kwang Soo as Park Jae Gil (30)
- Lee Yoo Bi as Kang Cho Co (22, Ma Roo's half sister)
- Han Seo Jin (한서진) as young Cho Co
- Jo Sung Ha as Suk Min Hyuk (50)
- People around Eun Gi
- Kim Young Chul as Seo Jung Gyu (60, Eun Gi's father)
- Lee Sang Yeob as Park Joon Ha (34)
- Jin Kyung as Hyun Jung Hwa / Secretary Hyun (35)
- Kim Seo Ra as Eun Gi's mother
- People around Jae Hee
- Kim Tae Hoon as Ahn Min Young (42)
- Oh Yong as Jo Young Bae / Secretary Jo (38)
- Jo Hwi Joon (조휘준) as Seo Eun Suk (4, Eun Gi's half brother)
- Yang Ik Joon (양익준) as Han Jae Shik (Jae Hee's brother)
- Cameos
- Danny Ahn as Kim Jung Hoon (Eun Gi's ex-boyfriend)
- Kim Ye Won as airplane passenger (ep 1)
- Shin Da Eun as gold digger (ep 1)
- Kim Jae Hwa (김재화) as Korean-Japanese with fake incury claim (ep 1)
Plot:
A man is betrayed by the woman he loves. To exact revenge, the man uses another woman who lost her memory
Ma-Roo (Song Joong-Ki) is a promising medical student. He lives with his younger sister Cho-Ko (Lee Yoo-Bi), who suffers from poor health. Meanwhile, Jae-Hee (Park Si-Yeon) is a reporter at HBS broadcasting company. Both Ma-Roo and Jae-Hee come from poor family backgrounds, but try hard to achieve their dreams: Ma-Roo to become a doctor and Jae-Hee to become an anchorwoman.
One day, Ma-Roo goes home and finds his sister feverishly sick. While he puts socks on his ill sister, Ma-Roo receives a phone call from Jae-Hee. Jae-Hee sounds completely frantic and asks Ma-Roo to come over to save this man. Even though Ma-Roo's sick sister begs him to not leave her, Ma-Roo rushes over to help Jae-Hee. When he arrives at the motel room, he finds Jae-Hee completely shaken and a dead man laying on the floor near her. Ma-Roo attempts to counsel Jae-Hee to turn herself in to the police. Appearing completely broken in spirit, Jae-Hee begins to call the police, but Ma-Roo hangs up the phone. He kisses Jae-Hee and then goes through the motel room to wipe away Jae-Hee's fingerprints. Ma-Roo then tells Jae-Hee that he will take the blame and turn himself into the police.
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6 years later, after serving a 5 year prison sentence, Ma-Roo travels to Aomori, Japan to retrieve money from a woman who swindled his friend Jae-Gil (Lee Kwang-Soo). Ma-Roo seduces the woman and retrieves the money stolen from his friend. At the same time, Eun-Gi and her now stepmother Jae-Hee are also in Aomori, Japan. Eun-Gi looks down upon her stepmother as nothing but a gold digger.
On the flight back to Korea, Ma-Roo waits to use the restroom. When the restroom door opens, Eun-Gi walks out and collapses onto Ma-Roo. Ma-Roo places Eun-Gi on the floor and walks back to his seat. Eun-Gi's condition quickly worsens and the airplane asks if there is a doctor on the flight. Since nobody comes forward, Ma-Roo is compelled to help Eun-Gi. While administering aid to Eun-Gi, he asks for the woman's guardian. At this time, Jae-Hee walks over to the scene and states that she is her mother. Jae-Hee also has a child next to her that is calling her mom.
PICTURE
Episode Ratings
Note:
- Director Kim Jin Won stated that in the Korean title of the drama 세상 어디에도 없는 차칸남자 the word "nice" was purposely misspelled as 차칸 (Cha-kan). The correct Korean spelling for "nice" should be 착한 (Chak-han). His explained that "The lead character describes himself as a nice guy but in reality he is using another person's love for his own love and is a bad guy who is only out for revenge. We [purposely misspelled the title] for sarcastic reasons."
- The drama undergone a title change after much deliberation by protests from pro-Korean language associations. Starting episode 3 (which aired on September 19), the Korean title in the subtitles and all promotional materials has been changed from its misspelled title 세상 어디에도 없는 차칸남자 to the orthographically correct title 세상 어디에도 없는 착한남자.
- Filming locations include Hirosaki, Aomori
Source
http://wiki.d-addicts.com/No_Such_Thing_As_Nice_Guys
http://asianwiki.com/The_Innocent_Man_(Nice_Guy_-_Korean_Drama)
[English] Lyric Really - Song Joong Ki (Ost Innocent Man)
I really like this song.
When u watch Innocent Man and listen to this song, surely u will cry..so touching ( •̯́ .̮.̮ •̯̀)
We were in love, really
We liked each other, really
Felt like going crazy, felt like I'd burst, really
So let's leave now again
I miss you again today
Because you remain in my heart and I can't erase you, really,
I'm hurting like this
Because I love you, tears fall
Because my heart hurts, tears fall again
In case I lose you again, in case I lose you again
My two eyes only look at you
Look at me, who loves you
Because tears fall like this, because tears keep falling,
Even if I'm born again, even if I'm born again, it's you
I said that I hate the start of goodbyes
But if I love again, if I miss you, really,
Can you come back?
Because I love you, tears fall
Because my heart hurts, tears fall again
In case I lose you again, in case I lose you again
My two eyes only look at you
Look at me, who loves you
Because tears fall like this, because tears keep falling,
Even if I'm born again, even if I'm born again, it's you
I only see you
I'm waiting and waiting for you
In case you come back, in case you come back again
Even if I'm rained on, even if I walk in the snow
Even if I'm born again, it's only you
When u watch Innocent Man and listen to this song, surely u will cry..so touching ( •̯́ .̮.̮ •̯̀)
We were in love, really
We liked each other, really
Felt like going crazy, felt like I'd burst, really
So let's leave now again
I miss you again today
Because you remain in my heart and I can't erase you, really,
I'm hurting like this
Because I love you, tears fall
Because my heart hurts, tears fall again
In case I lose you again, in case I lose you again
My two eyes only look at you
Look at me, who loves you
Because tears fall like this, because tears keep falling,
Even if I'm born again, even if I'm born again, it's you
I said that I hate the start of goodbyes
But if I love again, if I miss you, really,
Can you come back?
Because I love you, tears fall
Because my heart hurts, tears fall again
In case I lose you again, in case I lose you again
My two eyes only look at you
Look at me, who loves you
Because tears fall like this, because tears keep falling,
Even if I'm born again, even if I'm born again, it's you
I only see you
I'm waiting and waiting for you
In case you come back, in case you come back again
Even if I'm rained on, even if I walk in the snow
Even if I'm born again, it's only you
Lyric Really - Song Joong Ki (Ost Innocent Man)
Saranghaesseotjanha jeongmal
Johahaesseotjanha jeongmal
Michil geot gataseo teojil geot gataseo jeongmal
Ijeneun tteonaja dasi
Niga tto geuriwo oneuldo
Gaseume namaseo jiul su eobseoseo jeongmal
Ireokedo apeunde nan
Saranghaeseo nunmuri nanda. Gaseumi apa waseo tto nunmuri na
Dasi neol irheobeorilkka dasi irheobeorilkka nae du nuni
Neoman bonda.
Neol saranghaneun nal jom barabwa
Ireoke nunmuri naseo jakku nunmuri naseo
Dasi sarado tto dasi sarado neoya
Ibyeorui sijageun geureoke
Sirtago haenneunde ireoke
Dasi saranghamyeon neol geuriwohamyeon jeongmal
Doraol su itgenni nan
Saranghaeseo nunmuri nanda. Gaseumi apa waseo tto nunmuri na
Dasi neol irheobeorilkka dasi irheobeorilkka nae du nuni
Neoman bonda.
Neol saranghaneun nal jom barabwa
Ireoke nunmuri naseo jakku nunmuri naseo
Dasi sarado tto dasi sarado neoya
Neoman bonda.
Neol gidarigo gidarijanha
Hoksina doraolkkabwa dasi doraolkkabwa
Bireul majado nun sogeul georeodo dasi tto sarado ojik neoya
[English] Lyric Touch (Ost Full House take 2)
Hey sweety Girl! You know it?
When you see my eyes, I can't breathe
Cuz you so hot! cuz you so beautiful!
You are ma addict girl
When I see your eyes, I can't fall asleep tonight
When I feel your breath, it feels electrifying
I fell for you deeply
Softly look at me
I want to have all of you
You're such a sweet girl
I don't stop – all night, I want to sleep in your arms
Whisper in my ears with your wet lips, I want to hug you
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Give all
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Love you tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you Baby Tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you
You can touch!
A to Z, from your head to your toes, you so wow
Rub dub rub dub, you shake up my heart
Take my hand that is held out to you, take my heart
Your hot eyes
Melt me down
Your soft whispers
You're such a sweet girl
I don't stop – all night, I want to sleep in your arms
Whisper in my ears with your wet lips, I want to hug you
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Give all
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Love you tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you Baby Tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you
You can touch!
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Give all
You can touch! (come to me)
Be My Girl! (I only want you)
You can fly (come to me)
Let me love! Love you tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you Baby Tonight!
You You make me cool
You You make me Hot
I want you
You can touch!
Ready to love, I lure your heart, my heart is like a fire
I'm saying that I love you so much
Wanna come to me! Wanna come to feel!
One two three, let's love, let's burn this night up
Take my hand that is held out to you Huh You can touch! You can touch
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| No Min Woo |
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| Park Ki Woong |
Lyric Touch (Ost Full house take 2)
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| Park Ki Woong & No Min Woo |
Hey sweety girl you know it
When you see my eyes I can't breathe
Cuz you so hot cuz you so beautiful
You are ma addict girl
neo-ui nuneul bol ttaemyeon
nan jameul irul su eopseo tonight
neo-ui sumgyeol neukkimyeon
nan jjaritaejil geot gata
gipi ppajyeodeungeol neo-ege
nal barabwajwo salmyeosi
neol gatgosipeo modeungeol
neomu dalkoman girl
I don't stop nan bamsaedorok ni pumeseo jami deulgo sipeo
chokchokan ipsullo nae gwitga-e soksagyeo neol ango sipeo
You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love give all
You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love love you tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae baby tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae you can touch
A to Z meoributeo balkkeutkkaji you so wow
dugeundugeun nae mameul heundeureo
neoreul hyanghan nae soneul jabajwo nae mameul gajyeojwo
neo-ui tteugeowojin nunbichi
nal nogadeulge mandeureo
neo-ui budeureo-un soksagim
neomu dalkoman girl
I don't stop nan bamsaedorok ni pumeseo jami deulgosipeo
chokchokan ipsullo nae gwitga-e soksagyeo neol angosipeo
You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love give all
You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love love you tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae baby tonight
You You make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae you can touch
You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love give all
You can touch (neon dagawa)
Be my girl (neomaneul wonhae)
You can fly (neon dagawa)
Let me love love you tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae baby tonight
You you make me cool you you make me hot
neo neoreul wonhae you can touch
Ready to love ni mameul yuhokae nae mameun like a fire
neoreul neomu saranghandan mariya
Wanna come to me wanna come to feel
One two three uri dul saranghaja i bameul bultae-uja
neoreul hyanghan nae soneul jabajwo huh
You can touch you can touch
Lyric Hello Miss - A-Treez (Ost Full House Take 2)
(u-u-u-wo-eo hello hello hello)
amu maldo hajima neo jigeumcheoreom idaero
nae pumsoge angyeo be my love soneul jabajwo
neo-ui ipsul bol ttaemyeon ne jageun sumgyeol neukkigo
neo daga-on sungan you're my dream
ojik neol wonhae
haru haru haruga da seolleneun sigandeul
nae misoneun neomaneul wihangeoya neon naman barabwa
Hello hello neon namanui yeosin
neoreul saranganda my love
Hello hello nan neomaneul saranghae neon nae cheongugingeol
neol gajigo sipeo everyday
neon na-ege isseo everything
han sungando neoreul nochil suga eopseo neon nae cheongugingeol
neo-ui ipsul bol ttaemyeon ne jageun sumgyeol neukkigo
neo daga-on sungan you're my dream
ojik neol wonhae
jakku jakku heundeullyeo ni dununeul bolttaemyeon
nae simjangeun neol hyanghae ttwigo isseo
nan neoreul saranghae
Hello hello neon namanui yeosin
neoreul saranganda my love
Hello hello nan neomaneul saranghae neon nae cheongugingeol
neol gajigo sipeo everyday
neon na-ege isseo everything
han sungando neoreul nochil suga eopseo neon nae cheongugingeol
Hello hello neon namanui yeosin
neoreul saranganda my love
Hello hello nan neomaneul sarangae neon nae cheongugingeol
amu maldo hajima neo jigeumcheoreom idaero
nae pumsoge angyeo be my love soneul jabajwo
neo-ui ipsul bol ttaemyeon ne jageun sumgyeol neukkigo
neo daga-on sungan you're my dream
ojik neol wonhae
haru haru haruga da seolleneun sigandeul
nae misoneun neomaneul wihangeoya neon naman barabwa
Hello hello neon namanui yeosin
neoreul saranganda my love
Hello hello nan neomaneul saranghae neon nae cheongugingeol
neol gajigo sipeo everyday
neon na-ege isseo everything
han sungando neoreul nochil suga eopseo neon nae cheongugingeol
neo-ui ipsul bol ttaemyeon ne jageun sumgyeol neukkigo
neo daga-on sungan you're my dream
ojik neol wonhae
jakku jakku heundeullyeo ni dununeul bolttaemyeon
nae simjangeun neol hyanghae ttwigo isseo
nan neoreul saranghae
Hello hello neon namanui yeosin
neoreul saranganda my love
Hello hello nan neomaneul saranghae neon nae cheongugingeol
neol gajigo sipeo everyday
neon na-ege isseo everything
han sungando neoreul nochil suga eopseo neon nae cheongugingeol
Hello hello neon namanui yeosin
neoreul saranganda my love
Hello hello nan neomaneul sarangae neon nae cheongugingeol
Monday, September 03, 2012
I'm such a fool
When i close my eyes, i see you
When i open my eyes, suddenly, you disappear
Damn!! I hate it!!
I told myself that i will not thinking about you again
I told myself that i will move on my own, i don't need you
I told myself that i'll be okay, without you,
once more, i will be okay without you beside me
fool..
I'm a fool..
I'm not okay,
without you i'm not okay
I need you
I love you
fool
I'm a fool..
to falling in love with someone that shouldn't i fall for
and yet..
My heart told me that i always thinking about you
My heart told me that i need you
My heart told me that i really love you
for the past year
the memories that we share together
I will never forget
Time has changes,, slowly but sure
You has changes too
But, you know.. I'm here..
like a coward
not letting go the word that you ever told me long time ago; I LOVE YOU
3 September 2012
By : Me, Myself
Friday, August 17, 2012
My Poem : 01
Aku terbangun dari mimpiku
dan aku sadar suatu saat itu akan tejadi
Aku menangis dan terpaku
aku sungguh berharap Tuhan pulihkan hati ini
Disaat mataku melihat tak ada jalan
Tapi aku mau percaya Tuhan perlihatkan
jalan itu melalui hatiku
(Bentuk hatiku Tuhan, jadi seperti yang kau mau)
Disaat mata ini tak dapat lagi menuntunku
Tuhan pegang tanganku
Disaat semua berkata tidak mungkin
Ku tahu tiada yang mustahil bagiMu
Aku terbangun dari mimpiku
dan jika hal itu terjadi
berikanku kekuatan dan penghiburanMu,
Bapaku..
{Tapi, dalam hatiku aku tetap dan masih percaya Tuhan akan berikan lebih dari yang aku harapkan}
dan aku sadar suatu saat itu akan tejadi
Aku menangis dan terpaku
aku sungguh berharap Tuhan pulihkan hati ini
Disaat mataku melihat tak ada jalan
Tapi aku mau percaya Tuhan perlihatkan
jalan itu melalui hatiku
(Bentuk hatiku Tuhan, jadi seperti yang kau mau)
Disaat mata ini tak dapat lagi menuntunku
Tuhan pegang tanganku
Disaat semua berkata tidak mungkin
Ku tahu tiada yang mustahil bagiMu
Aku terbangun dari mimpiku
dan jika hal itu terjadi
berikanku kekuatan dan penghiburanMu,
Bapaku..
{Tapi, dalam hatiku aku tetap dan masih percaya Tuhan akan berikan lebih dari yang aku harapkan}
Selasa, 17 Januari 2012
By : Me
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
The Blessing Ch. 02 Realizing
"Feline, kamu bener - bener di berkati ya. Enak ya, mau apa bisa beli.. terus pintar juga..bisa dapet IP 4 padahal kamu juga ikut jadi anggota organisasi.."
Aku benar - benar berharap teman - temanku akan berkata pada ku seperti ini.
Teman - temanku akan mengagumiku.. menganggumi kepintaranku, kekayaanku, mengagguni 'aku'..
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Walaupun aku seperti ini tetap saja perasaan itu tetap adaa..
Perasaan ingin menjadi yang terbaik diantara yang terbaik. Tapi ternyata tidak..IPK-ku hanya 3.8 jauh dibandingkan temanku yang lain, apalagi seseorang yang ku kagumi, Nodie (Pemegang beasiswa dengan IPK 4, sempurna). Teman dekatku sejak semester pertama; cantik, pintar, dan terlebih tidak sombong dan sangat polos. Kalau aku laki - laki aku pasti langsung jatuh cinta padanya, bahkan sekarang mungkin aku sedang jatuh cinta padanya. (haha..) Dan untuk semester ini IPK ku menurun menjadi 3.74, aku sangat kecewa, mengapa aku tak seperti Nodie yang pintar..Aku bahkan kehilangan beasiswa yang aku terima. Dan dalam otak ku selalu berputar satu kata. "WHY?"
Banyak hal yang tidak aku mengerti, terkadang aku sangat menyesali kenapa aku dilahirkan di dunia?
Dan kenapa aku dilahirkan?
Kenapa aku tidak pintar sepintar Nodie?
Kenapa aku tidak secantik Nodie?
Kenapa aku memiliki banyak kekurangan dibandingkan yang lain?
Dan kenapa Tuhan begitu adil sehingga aku tidak bisa menyalahkanNya atas semua yang aku alami di dunia ini?
Terkadang aku juga berfikir kalau, seandainya saja aku tidak pernah mendengar tentang diriNya. Mungkin aku akan merasa lebih baik untuk berbuat semauku.
Aku bisa dengan mudah menyalahkan diriNya, orangtuaku yang mungkin aku anggap bodoh (karena mereka telah bersama?), keluargaku, teman - temanku, SEMUANYa disekelilingku!
Mungkin aku tidak akan merasa bersalah dan akan lebih menikmati hidup kalau seandainya aku tidak pernah mendengar tentang DIA.
Dan kadang dalam keadaan sangat terdalam aku pernah berfikir untuk meninggalkan DIA.
Kau pernah merasakan hal yang sama?Kalau pernah, BERHENTILAH!! Untuk kedua kalinya aku berkata padamu BERHENTILAH! Jangan pernah berfikir demikian apalagi melakukan hal demikian.
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Aku terus berfikir kenapa, kenapa, dan kenapa.
Tapi tidak pernah terfikirkan bagaimana, bagaimana, dan bagaimana.
Bagaimana mamaku menanggung aku dalam 9 bulan diperutnya?
Bagaimana ia menjaga aku dengan hati - hati agar aku bisa selamat?
Bagaimana papaku yang meskipun aku benci dia tapi ia tetap menungguiku waktu aku akan dilahirkan dan tetap menggendongku meskipun aku tak ingat..(aku tahu dari sebuah foto, untuk beberapa saat aku terfikir bahwa foto itu sangat penting untuk mengingat momen - momen tertentu)
Aku selalu berfikir kenapa papaku tidak hilang saja, atau pergi berlayar melewati segitiga bermuda dan tidak pernah kembali lagi. Akan lebih baik demikian.
Tapi aku tidak pernah berfikir, bagaimana perasaannya terhadapku selama ini.
Mungkin dia juga merasa telah menjadi ayah yang gagal dan tidak tahu bagaimana harus berkomunikasi kepadaku karena sikapku padanya?
Banyak hal 'kenapa' yang ada di dalam pikiranku. Dan banyak hal 'bagaimana' yang aku lupakan.
Aku bahkan pernah mengecewakan dia beberapa saat lalu.
Dia mengirimkan aku pesan singkat dan memintaku untuk mendoakannya untuk mendapatkan pekerjaan baru, tapi aku berkata aku tidak akan mendoakannya, karena dia tidak pernah berubah, untuk apa aku mendoakan seorang yang tidak memiliki kemauan untuk berubah...??
to the world's point of view its true right?
But, not for HIM
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Singkatnya, Bodohnya aku kalau aku merasa orang paling miskin sedunia.
Aku baru menyadari betapa aku diberkati selama ini.
Dan aku baru juga menyadari mengapa Tuhan menciptakan manusia itu tidak sempurna.
Alasannya adalah karena dengan ketidaksempurnaan manusia bisa belajar untuk bersyukur.
Karena ada kekurangan makanya aku bisa bersyukur atas apa yang aku miliki.
Aku mungkin butuh berjalan kaki untuk ke kampusku dan menaiki angkutan umum tapi pernah kah aku berfikir kalau aku masih beruntung memiliki kaki dan bahkan bisa untuk kuliah?
Banyak orang yang bahkan aku tidak kenal memiliki kekurangan fisik ditubuhnya sehingga mereka sulit untuk berjalan.
Dan aku masih begitu diberkati ketika hanya beberapa nilai mata kuliah ku yang kurang memuaskan sehingga IPK ku 'hanya' 3.8 (menurut standarku), padahal menurut orang lain itu adalah angka yang membuat mereka harus berjuang sampai 10x lebih banyak untuk mendapatkan indeks itu, dan aku dengan mudahnya (tentunya ada yang membantu aku, u know who?-My Prince from Heaven)
Aku bahkan tidak pernah membuka mataku kalau aku memiliki kecukupan materi dibandingkan temanku yang lain dimana selama ini aku selalu berfikir kalau aku tidak memiliki cukup untuk itu.
OHHHHH.... Aku sungguh bodoh dan teramat bodoh karena terpuruk pada keadaan yang negatif.Padahal keadaan itu tidak seburuk yang aku pikirkan.
IPK-ku yang menurun disemester ini membuatku sadar kalau aku terlalu sombong untuk apa yang aku capai dan pembelajarannya adalah aku harus belajar untuk lebih serius. Dan mengenai beasiswa aku dapat mengajukan beasiswa lainnya, khan?
Dan ternyata itu diterima, meskipun pada awalnya kau harus merasa malu kepada dosen - dosen yang bertanya padaku seputar keluargaku dan alasan mengapa aku mencoba untuk mendaftar beasiswa ini.
Satu hal yang terus melekat dibenak ku, pertanyaan seorang dosen yang membuatku tak tenang selama hari itu setelah aku bercerita mengenai papaku, ayah yang tidak bertanggung jawab menurut perspektifku; pertanyaannya adalah
"Apa yang diajarkan Tuhanmu mengenai hal itu?"
ini sangat diluar dugaanku, bahkan itu bukan lagi sebuah pertanyaan bagiku tetapi sebuah gertakan, yang bahkan tidak pernah aku pikirkan sekalipun.
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Banyak hal yang membuatku tersadar, kalau aku bukan satu - satu nya di dunia ini yang memiliki masalah. Bahkan orang 0rang - orang disekitarku pun memiliki masalah yang lebih berat, hanya saja itu menjadi "SECRET" masing - masing orang yang tidak perlu diumbar.
Bahkan, ketika kau melihat mereka tersenyum, kamu akan terfikir bahwa "Jangan - jangan senyum itu seperti senyum yang sama seperti aku tunjukkan pada dunia"
Apa yang terlihat itu belum tentu menjadi apa yang sebenarnya terjadi. Dalam aspek apapun itu berlaku...
because i'm His favorite i have to realize what i'm to do
to be continue...
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